Foolish Carisius
Lysicles
It was inevitable, I suppose, that Carisius would end up in Hadrian’s
bed, owing to his relative proximity to the Emperor in his role
as Keeper of the Purple Robes. Hadrian, like myself, is generally
known to prefer his males over his females, and so it is hardly
surprising to think that he should take particular notice of the
youths that surround him in his daily affairs. Owing to the fact
that Carisius has certainly been visible – not only in his
role as a page, but also in the frequent company of Commodus –
few if any should give it much thought that, on a particular evening
in recent memory, Hadrian grew weary of Corinthus and ordered instead
the novelty of Carisius into his bed. Such is not an uncommon occurance:
it certainly doesn’t displace Corinthus from his role (in
fact, it probably gives the lad some much-appreciated respite),
and Carisius is hardly distinguished among the other boys in having
been invited into Hadrian’s overnight company.
All of this to preface why everyone was so put off by the boy’s
trumpeting, the next day, of his exploits. For he claimed –
in all seriousness – that the Emperor had been dazzled by
him, had expressed to him a most ardent fondness, and had all but
promised to make him the next Favourite when Corinthus was sent
upon his awaiting career. It was so obviously a desperate attempt
at attention; a horrifying and disfiguring need to affirm himself
triumphant in opposition to my burgeoning fame. It is a sad comment
on the powerful and corrupting influence of a blinding and rabid
envy.
Ordinarily, such behaviour would be cause for pity. Had Servillius
been the kind of friend to him that Anaxamenos was to me, he likely
would have counseled Carisius to stand down and be not so foolishly
self-aggrandizing. But Servillius is certainly not a sharp one,
and dotes devoutly upon the every utterance of Carisius. Thus he,
too, began to sing the boy’s praises, and even took to campaigning
on his behalf to convince the others in the Gelotiana that they
ought to honour Carisius as one assured to become the next Favourite.
It was in the dining hall, amid more of their inane propaganda,
that Anaxamenos finally lost his patience. “Have you not noticed,
Carisius, how infrequently the Emperor actually wears his Purple?”
Anaxamenos spoke loudly and forcefully enough to send a powerful
ripple of silence throughout the room. Everyone turned to watch
and listen, no doubt perversely entertained by the spectacle of
Carisius about to be trounced. Anaxamenos continued: “The
robes are a useless formality to him. They are an encumbrance to
his rule. He places precious little value upon them as a source
of power and legitimacy in his method of governance. It follows,
then, that the page who keeps them must be relatively undistinguished.
Of far greater value to Hadrian – who is a soldier, and a
hunter, and a man of considerable action – is the horse upon
which he places his elevated eyes. Is it any wonder, then, that
Antinous, upon his hand-picked arrival here, was assigned immediately
to the stables? Is it any wonder that Antinous was swiftly thereafter
promoted to Keeper of the Personal Horse – a position created
expressly for him? Are you so deluded, Carisius, as to think that
you are making a palpable progress toward usurping Antinous from
his obvious destiny? Perhaps it is time you shut your mouth and
allowed the rest of us to resume our peaceful living within the
warm embrace of reality.”
Several of the boys laughed and hooted, and Carisius was quite understandably
humiliated. Furthermore, he could conjure no effective response,
for indeed everything that Anaxamenos had spoken was incontrovertibly
true.
I hardly need tell you that Carisius was considerably more restrained
after that. Yet his restraint, unfortunately, was limited to the
sound of his voice, and his retaliation manifested in a far more
insidious way.
It was some days later that Anaxamenos, Vitalis and I returned to
the Gelotiana to discover its residents in a flurry of agitated
discussion. Yet they instantly quieted when we walked into the building,
and we all sensed that something was amiss. One of the boys from
his dormitory, a fellow by the name of Longus, approached Anaxamenos
and lowered his voice. “You will not be pleased,” he
said, and indicated their sleeping quarters.
We all went into the room, and discovered there several boys who
turned to look at us. There was a respectful silence. And then Vitalis
pointed to the wall, where we beheld a very crudely drawn donkey.
It stood upon its hind legs, and its front hooves were outstretched
upon a cross of boards in mockery of the Christian cult practices.
Below it was scrawled the provocative words, ANAXAMENOS WORSHIPS
HIS GOD.
Anaxamenos stood very still for a long time, struggling to keep
his temper at bay. Longus approached him. “There are no witnesses,
yet several say they saw Servillius emerge from the building at
a time that is, given his duties at the baths, unusual. He is therefore
the prime suspect in the minds of many.” Anaxamenos nodded
in quiet acknowledgement. I leaned in close to my friend and spoke
thusly: “Although Servillius is stupid enough to perform such
a provocative deed, and strong enough to defend himself physically
from its consequences, I must believe that his very stupidity renders
him incapable of plotting such an act. For this is far too insulting
an attack to have sprung unassisted from his mind alone. I should
not be surprised to learn that Carisius conceived it, and very likely
planted the notion in the head of a hapless Servillius, who probably
gave little thought to its meaning or import.”
Anaxamenos considered that. He turned to me and asked, “Are
you sure?” I shook my head, “No. But the nature of the
crime is familiar to me. And to Vitalis as well, no doubt. Carisius
has, in the past, demonstrated a willingness to employ others as
pawns in the execution of his plot. And such plots seem to revolve
around the defamation of my character through an association of
it with Christian absurdities. He did something similar, with the
help of Vitalis, upon the Caelian, abusing a known friend of Antinous
for the sole purpose of striking at the heart of Antinous. He is
obviously not very adventurous or creative in the conception of
his attacks upon me.”
I was not present, a few days later, when the retaliation of Anaxemons
came. In fact, I had no knowledge of it until after it had transpired.
I believe my ignorance, and hence my absence, was intentional, for
I suspect that Anaxamenos did not wish to involve me in the deed
and possibly jeopardize my ascent toward Hadrian. But Vitalis was
certainly present, and he reported back to me what had occurred.
A youth was sent as a messenger to meet Carisius at the close of
his daily duties. He was pretending to be on an urgent errand from
Commodus, and thus Carisius eagerly followed him through the palace.
As they plunged into some quiet and rarely trodden shadows, Carisius
was suddenly snared by a group of hooded boys who quickly bound,
gagged, and blindfolded him. They then proceed to take their ample
and violent pleasures from him, and when it was over they removed
his binds and walked quietly away, leaving him exhausted and crumpled
upon the marble floor, thus without any true claim to have been
held against his will.
“Who was among them?” I asked Vitalis. He gazed at me
levelly. “Myself,” he said, as though to suggest that
he had enjoyed taking his revenge upon Carisius for having been
used in the humiliation of Trenus long ago. “Anaxamenos?”
I asked. Vitalis nodded, adding, “Rullus, whose ambition was
cut short when Carisius stole from him his position as Keeper of
the Robes. Longus, who wished not to miss the event, and three others
in need of a simple and laughing release.”
I sat quietly then for a long time, trying to digest the news. “It
was his due,” assured Vitalis. “He will not offend you
– or anyone – ever again.” I looked earnestly
at my friend, and smiled at him. I could think of nothing else to
say.
Is it justice, Lysicles, that has been served to Carisius? Probably.
Yet why then do I find it so difficult to rejoice? A.
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